OK, well... I'm alive... (yay!) I still miss my angel, but it's starting to hurt less... I don't think I like that.
Went to H'burg this weekend. Hung out with Greg who told me about this awesome online radio station. It's uber-interactive. I call the concept "Adaptive Radio." I'm not sure what the author calls it. Anyway, when you listen to the station, you sign in with your account, and you can rate each song as it plays. There are over 4000 songs in the database. The script picks songs based on the users' evaluations thereof. It's an awesome system. It also allows for requests. It plays the music in a 5-song "block" which is made up of a song from the top 1/3 of all rated songs, one from the top 2/3, one witch just has a positive rating, one request (two if there are >3 in queue), and an unrated "fresh" song.
I love the concept. If you'd like to experience it yourself, hit www.shasradio.com.
I'm possibly going to make some changes to the site soon... *shrug* we'll see. I'm just getting kinda bored with the layout. Not to mention the bug that it has in IE5.0PC, that Kittykat told me about. (thanks)
*sigh* Being sick sucks... Missing my Angel sucks... You'd think I'd learn about going back and reading old e-mails... Oh well... I'm going to try to go to work tomorrow, but I don't know... *cough cough cough sniffle* Not much else to blog about...:wavey:
Big shout out to all my visitors! I'm a n00b again! weee!
And to my Angel, because i'm on her mind more than I think I am.
Well, I believe the reality has sunk in... I shouldn't have tried to break the rules... I shouldn't have followed my heart so blindly... I guess that's my fatal character flaw... I used to have a pseronal rule that I broke, because I thought this might be an exception: "If she'll leave him for you, she'll leave you for someone else."
Don't get me wrong, there are no hard feelings whatsoever. I miss her like crazy. But... I heard a song that fit...
I'm gonna smile
'Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh, so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile--Lonestar Smile
So... For what it's worth, It was the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me, and I still have a hope to be more than just another boyfriend in the box.